Christmas, A Year Ago, Current - A Year Later.

Time flies, in a blink of an eye it's Christmas once again, and again, and again, and again ......

Was chatting with my one of my besties few days ago.

Talking about what we've achieved within this whole year...

Hmmm, let me recall my memory...

A year ago,

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* Mount Fuji *

I celebrated Christmas in Japan. I'm grateful that my dad brought us there for holiday.

Everything looks so fantastic...


* Wearing Yukata (Japanese pajamas) before??? after??? hot spring bathe. *

Have my first ever naked hot spring bathe together with some unknown "mah lat lou"...
(No naked photos, sorry... =p)


* At the hillside of Mount Fuji. *

See and touched the "real" snow for the first time in my life.

Went to Disney land (although I'm a bit too old for that) ...

Took my first bullet train ride (that cost a bomb @@) ...

Okay, enough of Japan...

Besides, in this year...

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I scored an A for my Final Year Project (a big achievement for me) ...

I got the highest GPA for my last trimester exam in these 4 years of studies...

I got myself a job even before my final exam ...

Failed to go for any graduation trip / holidays because all of us seems so eager to work right after we completed our Degree ...

Heart broken and ended my 5 years long relationship...


* Broken_heart_by_fabu (got it from google) *

Birthday was never a big hoodoo for me, I always complained about how I celebrated my "SPECIAL" 21st birthday... But this year, 2 of my besties, Andy and Wilson treated me a meal at Italianese. My very first time having a "luxurious" meal!!! =.="

Am suppose to be happy with it but found out that actually some shits happened on the day before??? after??? that.

Started to work in a company called The Media Shoppe at Kelana Jaya and staying at Bayu Puteri, Petaling Jaya.

First time clubbing in KL. YES! FIRST TIME!!!

Attended my convocation ceremony at Multimedia University, Cyberjaya.


* Dad, mom, Jason, grandma and me (and TanLeeWay at the back). *

My parents must be very happy, and I'm proud that I've made them proud. =)


* You see, he's so happy. =p *

Got to know some really nice friends ...


* Without you all, I don't think I can pull it through such a difficult period of my life. *

Also got to know someone really cool, sweet, and cute too... ;-)

To some of you that I might have left out, you have my sincere apology ... =)

Life... Full of ups and downs. I did grumbled a lot like most of the Chinese. That's what Raja Petra said... But the process of experiencing it and be able to pull through it made me stronger. "An intensive training for life" as I used to tell my buddies...

That's why we are like cockcroach!!! HIT ALSO CANNOT DIE WAN LAH!!!

Working life ain't easy. But I've learned a lot in these 6 months. Albeit there were some disappointments and frustrations that I wrote in the previous entry, will not give up finding the key to success.

Anyhow...

HoHoHo!!! I'll like to wish everyone a Happy Merry Christmas!


* Santa chicks are coming to townnnnnn. LOL (last year photo) *

* Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars.
You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. *

Busy

I really wish I have the time to blog, but I'm busy with my work lately.

Will update once I'm free alright? =) Stay put guys! =)



* Never challenge a stranger u met today. You will never know them ... yet *

Love And Money

Ever since I came to work here in PJ, I've meet up with a lot of people, seen a lot of people who stay and work here. I must say life is tougher here, everything is about money, money, and money... These gave me enormous of pressure, depression and also developed sense of inferiority.

Yes I know, many would say, I shall not rush for success, rush to be rich, or feeling stress and giving myself pressure for all these because I'm still young and fresh. There'll be still a lot of chances.



The perfect matching of chances and timing plays a huge roll whenever we wanted to be success in anything, everything. I remembered how I used to tell people that were close to me that I'll be driving a BMW by the age of 25. Haha!!! Now, after I've worked for few months, I've realised how naive I were used to be back then.. A BMW? Let it be 3 series or 5 series... I think I couldn't make it. I mean, I couldn't even afford to give 300-600 Ringgit Malaysia for my parents as family welfare, how can I be able to buy a car that worth 300k - 600k??


* =.=""" swttt!!! What an advert!!! *

Same goes to "maintaining" a girl friend or I should say, a relationship instead. It might sound harsh that as if I were to say all girls are materialistic, hunger for luxurious life and wealthy partner. I couldn't deny that there're still true love out there, people who doesn't mind and care about wealth... But hey, please allow me to ask all of you a simple question...

Here goes the senario,

First of all, I understand that you don't mind to have a rich or a poor partner...
You also wouldn't mind that he/she will or will not buy you expensive and luxurious items...
Yet, you can still be happy with him/her, love him/her without all the above.



So, answer me honestly...

If your partner can give you a luxurious life, buy you expensive and branded stuff? isn't it'll be more perfect, more happier to have it?


* Owh man, I loveeeee this car~!!! *

Sometimes, somethings that you did not demand doesn't mean that you are not happy to have it. =)

Eventually, all of us also hope that our gf/bf will be happier, right? Who will complain that they are too happy and satisfy with their life?! LOL...

Here's the broken english type of saying
* Don't have ma don't have lo, have ma have lo.. But if have, of cause will be happier la! *

I'm not sure there's anyone understand what I wrote here due to my louzy expression ability and my "half pail water" of English...

By the way, life's sucks! Right? Really need to learn from those who said they are enjoying life... I think I really need to learn how to enjoy and adapt to all these...

I didn't mean to insult anyone here, It's just my own thought after all... =)

My sincere apology if there's any hard feeling after reading this blog entry.. =(

Sighhh... This year Christmas, I'm going no where... I missed traveling...

* Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time. *

My Darling - KenMax

* grrrrrrrrrrr~~ Woofff!!! *

Hehehehehehe... Imitating Max the mastiff - Max wannabe... XD

Dear darling,

If you're angry, please message me to remove this photo... Ok?

HA HA HA!!!

=p

* True friends stab you in the front. * wink wink *

The Fate Of My Car - Fatvy (Part 3)

Yes, I know... Unbelievable? Well... BELIEVE IT!!!

Here's the long awaited 3rd part of the story...

Some of you might not even expecting this =.="
Some might also forgotten about it =.="" ...
and some might don't give a damn about it =.="""
....
........

No. 3

It was Deepavali on Monday 27th, 2 months back. Another long weekend and I drove my car back to change the window's master controller while its still under warranty. Besides, fatty also need to fix the alignment and balancing of his tyres.

All of these cost me below 100 bucks, so I guessed "worth it lahhh~! KL so expensive!"

Who knows... On a nice Monday Deepavali evening, while I'm driving my way back to KL...



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I don't think I need to tell what has happened ... See with your own eyes and use your common sense... zzzzzZZZzZzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Ya, FUCK... ACCIDENT ON THE HIGHWAY!!!

First of all, I'll like to appologize to the "almighty up there.. " I'm sorry that I cursed... I'm sorry and thank you that the accident its just a minor one... ;)

Seems like whenever both the "highway and accident" used together in one sentence, everyone's normal reaction will be assuming its a serious one...

Question like "AirBags got burst out or not?"



"You banged how many cars?"



"Your car still can move ah?", "Very serious ah???"



And I replied... "Oh, just a minor one..." =) Thank goodness...

Just let me illustrate how it happened...

It was the last day of the long weekend, and it's usual that a lot of jerks like me was rushing back to the city to work on the following day... So, eventually the highway was full of cars.

It became worst when the opposite lane have an accident... Here's the best part... OPPOSITE LANE!!! please remember... OPPOSITE LANE OKAY?!!

I don't know why the fuck the cars were slowing down and causing the traffic tam... I don't know lahhh, whether they copy car number plate or what... It's the beauty of the "Bolehland" ma... Hence, all the cars slowed down and the car infront of me stepped on the break so hard as if she's fucking pissed up (emergency break)... (*suspense*)



And I looked at my rear mirror and saw a BMW X5 tailgating me as if he wants to kiss my fatty's ass =.="

I break slowly (because fatty says don't want to let X5 kiss his butt) and moved to the left lane... Due to the heavy traffic, I couldn't just shift all out to the left lane... and the only thing I could do was moving his fat ass at the middle of the center line.... =.= (don't worry, got picture explanation below)

Instead of X5 kissing his fat round ass, that pervert go and kissed the Kenari's ass =.=" Damn it~!!!

The drawing shows you after the accident occurred...



Please look at the stupid X5... Imagine if i didn't move aside ...


X5 reversed and ran away... =.="

The following day, I took him to Sunway's garage and ask Simon for help... Being stupid and naive(*wink*), I drove my car into the garage and due to that, I need to pay 10 bucks for service charge because the boss was there... HAIHHHHZZZZ

Before.............................................After



Somemore it's for temporary only... not completely fix yet... Estimate damage 100-200-300++

SIENZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

* Life, we often took so long to see the closed door that we don't see the one which is opened for us *

L.O.V.E. and Relationship

给我单身的朋友们...
To My Friends Who Are ... ... SINGLE

爱就像一只蝴蝶。越要追它，却越要逃避。
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.

但...
But,

如果就隨它自由的飞，他会在你最不注意时飞向你；
If you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it；

爱使人快乐，却常伤害人，
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,

但只有在你把爱给了一个真正值得付出的人时，才是最珍贵的...
But love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it..

所以，花点时间去选择最好的 他/她 吧！
So take your time and choose the best！



给我那不是单身的朋友们...
To My Friends Who Are ... ... NOT SINGLE

爱不能使 他/她 成为一個 “完美的人” ，
Love isn't about becoming someone else's "perfect person",

它却可以使你找到一个帮你成长的 他/她 。
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.



给我玩世不恭的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... PLAYBOY or PLAYGIRL

如果你不在乎，不要说 “我爱你” ；
Never say "I love you" if you do not care；

如果没有感觉，就不要讨论自已的感受...
Never talk about feelings if they ain't there...


* Don't think he'll be able to play with colors now... at least for the time being. *

不要涉足会使他人心碎的生活。
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

说谎时，不要看著眼睛。
Never look into the eyes while lying.

最残忍的事莫过于男人让女人爱他，却是逢场作戏。反之亦然 ...
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl or a girl can do to a guy is to let her/him fall in love when he/she doesn't intend to catch her/his fall... It have to work both ways...



给我已婚的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... MARRIED

不要老是说 “这是你的错” ，何不说说 “对不起” ，
Love is not about saying "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry" ;

不要老是问 “你去哪裡了” ，何不说说 “我就在这儿等着你” 。
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here waiting for you";

不要老是问 “你怎么会这么做？” ，何不说说 “我了解你” 。
Not "how could you", but "I understand."

不要老是说 “我希望你这么做” ，何不说说 “我感谢你的一切” 。
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."



给我心碎的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... HEARTBROKEN

心碎的时间和伤害的深度，完全取決于你自已。
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

难的是，如何从中学习，而不是从伤痛中爬起。
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.



给我所有天真的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... NAIVE

要如何恋爱？... 就爱吧！不要欲烟言又止；要互相协调，不要太固执；
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent,

要分享，且千万不要有不公平；要了解，別命令；
share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,

受伤后不要再记恨。
and get hurt but never keep the pain.


给我积极的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... POSSESSIVE

看到你所爱的 他/她 和其他人很快乐使你心碎
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but

但知道你所爱的 他/她 是和你在一起不快乐，令人更加的伤心。
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.



给我不敢表白的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... AFRAID TO CONFESS

当你和 他/她 分手时，爱受到伤害
Love hurts when you break up with someone.

当 他/她 和你分手时，更是伤痛
It hurts even more when breaks up with you.

但伤害最深的是你所爱的 他/她 完全无法了解你的感受
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.



给我那还在坚持着的朋友们
To My Friends Who Are ... ... STILL HOLDING ON

人生最伤心的事，是你和 他/她 爱情長跑了多年，最后的结局却不如所望。
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

如果 他/她 现在让你觉得不值得付出，那麽一年，甚至十年后，都不会值得付出的。
If he/she isn't worth it now he's/she's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now.

就让 他/她 走吧
Just let them go.....

* The sweet talk part is easy tarp, but not for girls who knows how to differentiate sweet talk and sincere talk. Unfortunately, most of the sincere talk doesn't taste sweet to them. *

From lowyat.net cupid corner.

Midnight Thought

Friends
They might leave you,
might hurt you,
might back stab you,
might do something bad to you;

Lovers
Yes they love you,
they care for you,
they pamper you,
and they miss you...

But still...

They might leave you,
might hurt you with the most cruelest words,
might turn their back on you when you're helpless,
might betray you,
and will do a lot of devilish things that you'll never get to imagine.

Till the end,

Parents are the best...
They are always there for you,
they care for you until they breath their last breath,
once as a child, you are forever their child,
they will never turn their back on you,
they will always provide shelter whenever you are in trouble,
AND THEY WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU BEHIND IF THEY ARE GOING TO LIVE FOREVER!

Yes, there's no forever in life... I've learned this lesson twice.
But there's parental love that last longer and stronger than forever...



Love you mom, love you too dad...

I'm proud of both of you as my parents... I really do...

Thanks for everything~ Thanks for everything that you've gave us... =)

How to define F.A.M.I.L.Y. ? - "Father And Mother I Love You"

* Family will always be as one no matter what they've been through. *

Sick

* MC, receipt, medicines, RM20 to buy food by doctor. *

I was on MC today due to an uneasy stomach (Doc diagnosed me with stomach bacteria infection). I thought that I could cope with it and put up a brave face to work... Unfortunately, I can't even last until lunch time. =.="

I'm feeling so tired as if I've just completed a marathon race. My body was so weak until it just couldn't seems to work with my command. The worst part is, I was shivering and felt extremely cold. Worst still, my stomach was spinning like no tomorrow.. Symptom of diarrhea and fever I guessed. Zzzzzzz...

Worked for half day today, as I left the office around 11.30am and went to see doctor for consultation.

I'm there in the clinic for almost 2 hours. Please don't get me wrong, there's totally no other patient at all other than me. LOL... After some little bit of chit chat, she get to know my profession. As usual, whenever people heard "IT", they thought we - IT graduates are all superman.


* SuperITman *

I mean, IT has a very broad field... Software related, hardware related, network related, security related... blahblahblah... But most of the people "ASSUME" that we learned all these in our University (wahhh... if like this, 4 years course how to finish???). Anyhow, ok lar, I maybe know a little bit more than others... Working as part time computer technician trainee during few years back when I've just finished my PMR examination helps a lot. =)

Ok, back to the doctor story, then, she asked me to help her to fix her laptop... Sighhh... what else, virus lorrr... spyware lorrr... adware lorrr... Torjan lorrr... as what I've expected... Then I helped her to fix it like how I cleaned my company's PC. Who knows I left my pendrive in the office, sighhhh... have to redownload them. Well well, I don't expect her to know how to actually use it after downloading. *Send buddha send to the west* lorrr... Chit chat with the doctor while waiting for it to download, update, and also scanning the PC. The doctor was a nice lady, treat me a cup of oat with banana, water, gave me 2 pens, and last but not least, she wanted to pay me RM30 for the "service" charge. @.@"

I pretend to be nice lar... I mean, I am nice. =) I rejected her offer.. but she insisted!!! "Take it and buy some food to eat", She said. Then after some negotiation(pretend to be a nice guy again), I took RM20 le...

P/S: She convinced me, by saying that it is my company who pays for the RM38 consultation fees. So she must give me something in return because I'm not the one who are paying her.

Haha~ She reminds me of my grandma.


* Grandma so cuteeeee. *

Whenever she gave me money, she'll say the something similar like "Give you money to buy things to eat".
And when I wanted to give her money after I started to earn money by myself, she will still say something like "Keep it for yourself, enough to eat? Eat nice a bit lahhh... ...."

But recently, she added in something new,... "Keep it for your marriage.", she said.

Maybe she's getting older, and older... and I'm growing up too! Anyhow, Love you grandma... =) muakssssss! =x

* Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. *

Alcoholic

Within these 4 days, I've been consuming quite a lot of alcohol for the past 3 nights...

Thus, I'm now "officially" having an ALCOHOL OVERDOSE!!!

By the way... First time tried Glenmorangie, and it tastes nice! =)

P/S: Longer entry will mostly be posted on weekdays. Thanks~

* Alcohol - the cause of, and solution to, all of life's problems. *

Remember What Life Was Like Before‏

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you!"

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying:
"Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine."

* Hugging is only a gesture of love, of warmth, of caring.
The very feel of the warmth flowing from the other person melts many illnesses in you, melts the ice-like, cold ego. *

* This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. *

Human... are all selfish after all... Sighhh... zzzZZZzzz

A very good example General Tan gave me...
" When you are pointing at someone (the polite way - with your thumb), 4 of your fingers actually are pointing at yourself. "
In the end, it's still all about you, you, you, and yourself...

「

*~* Life Is a Gift *~*

Today,
before you say an unkind word,
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about your husband or wife,
Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Sometimes,
When you're mad,
You have the right to be mad,
But you don't have the right to be cruel.

Today,
before you complain about life,
Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down,
Put a smile on your face and think: You're alive and still around.

」

* A loving heart is always the truest wisdom. *

10 Lines Of Codes For The Whole Afternoon

Went to MMU Cyberjaya for training early half of the day, and came back to office in the afternoon.

Did you guys ever heard of "Brain Malfunction" ?

This is what happened when my soul went back to my lovely bed and my body still in the office...



FUCK LA! STUCK WHOLE AFTERNOON FOR THIS 10 LINES OF CODE!!!
(Ended up I only used less than 10mins to code this 10 lines before I left the office)

Seems like my brain started to function just before I'm leaving the office =.=" How efficient?!!!

Sighhh... My brain just malfunctioned for the whole afternoon... @@

* Do the hard jobs first. The easy jobs will take care of themselves. *

Winter Whites

I always like to rear pets... Dogs, birds, chickens, fishes, spiders and lately (when I mean lately, it's around these 2-3 years), HAMSTER...

P/S for someone: Rear - "to breed and raise (livestock)." from dictionary.com

That was back then when I've hell lot of time to spare and wanted to find something to rear. Hence, I've chosen Winter White Hamster. Please don't get me wrong, judging by the name itself, it seems like they're white in color, as white as winter snow... BUT YOU'RE WRONG! They're no where near white at all. However, it's white on their belly and gray or black on their back. Besides, they have a dark stripe from its head to butt.


* This is NOT MINE *

Oh, by the way, their breed belongs to dwarf hamster. As we know dwarf stand for small la... Other than that, they indeed will change their fur to white color during winter. BUT please take note, by winter means their time exposure to lights(night is longer than day during winter) that will affect their fur changes in color but not the cold winter temperature. SO PLEASE DON'T PUT THEM IN THE FRIDGE IF YOU WANT THEM TO BE WHITE OK?!!! =.="


* When they are in their winter coat (NOT MINE ALSO) *

I bought a pair of winter whites from lowyat forum. If I'm not mistaken, they cost me around RM50+ . The price were slightly expensive because I bought them from a breeder. She claimed the hamster were higher in "quality" =.=" but I don't know lar... I'm not veterinarian also @.@

Here I proudly presented you the ancestor of my hamsters... Fei lou and Fei poh!!! (yaya, I know I'm not creative at all)


* Fei Poh - Normal Black, Fei Lou - Sapphire *

Yeah, as you guys noticed, they called it sapphire for the light gray species.

When time goes by, they produced 5 little cutie babies... =)

* WARNING! NAKED HAMSTER PICTURE AHEAD!!! 18SX *


* Just days after they were born. *


* Growing some fur. *


* Milk feeding, how lovely... All moms are great and mighty. *


* Peanuts *


* Eventually, they grew up very well... Fat and healthy as you can see. *


* You guys will never gonna understand the bond between me and my little kids... They could even fall asleep on my hand. *

Now, I've only one left with me. I'm sorry to do this to him but, as we work, we did not have so much time as we used to have. Thus, I'm not deciding to buy him any partner. Even though if I did buy him one, he don't even know how to have sex with the female. YOU BELIEVE OR NOT?!!!? HE REALLY DON'T KNOW ONE LARRRR!!! Haihhhhh...



Sighhh... He is what I have left...


Good night everyone. ZzzzZzzzzzzzzz....



* God couldn't be everywhere, so he created mothers. *